meetings, and more conversations.... and strangeness.
ack..... i am SO peeved with this essay....
still once its done ill never have to consider it again :)that keeps me alive.
anyhow... tonight my new house all met each other for the first time..... i can honestly say that next year will be very bizzare.... but fun.
within 10 minutes we were discussing very bizzare things, which is always good....
i still have an image in my head that hendryx gave me earlier in the day..... arg!
im now in a very stupidly silly mood... and its all JACKS fault!
ive made a desicion that im not leaving here until these essays are finished. and to that i will stick.
i have everything i need xept change for the coffee machine later in the night...
anyhow at the moment, im not feeling that motivated or foccussed, but that happened exactly 12 hours ago as i was in my exam, so its not the biggest issue ever and will pass... so im going to ramble.
got a few things whizzing repeatedly round my head at the moment which wont go away so they probably require further thought.... i think that somewhere within that is a challenge to step out in faith with something... i do really want to post about it, but on the other hand i dont in case it doesnt pan out... might give it a go while im away though.... a bit chickeny i know but... im not sure about it at the moment.
the chair im sat on is broken and its really annoying me... im balanced precariously on it and the slightest movement will see me tumbling off into the carpet... i dont like that...
i just want to be doing something fun! - the last two days have actually been a stress for me, but its the kind i know that i can handle- the performance under pressure. the kind i wish i had right now, but im just not feeling the pressure.... its definately NOT a way for me to live my life though... just the end of the semester ;-)
ive decided i want to go away somewhere for my reading week next semester (end of october beginning of november) - am thinking of going camping to scotland. if anyone fancies joining me let me know- cause that *isnt* something ill be doing alone.. alternatively ive never been to the lakes either... but if im going to do it i need to know so i can save up to go...
am tempted to run across the road for some chips for tea in a minute or two as i havent eaten properly all day. had a bag of crisps and a melted mars bar at 4.30pm...
probably a good idea to... specially if im gonna be here all night...
oh yeah! - hehe you wont know cause i havent told a lot of you but i have a house... that was going to be my YAY news.... :S
hehe... oh well...
anyhow... will probably post a more soul searching post later on in the night... the later i post the more honest i am with myself about myself it seems.... dunno if thats a good thing or not.
sara
still once its done ill never have to consider it again :)that keeps me alive.
anyhow... tonight my new house all met each other for the first time..... i can honestly say that next year will be very bizzare.... but fun.
within 10 minutes we were discussing very bizzare things, which is always good....
i still have an image in my head that hendryx gave me earlier in the day..... arg!
im now in a very stupidly silly mood... and its all JACKS fault!
ive made a desicion that im not leaving here until these essays are finished. and to that i will stick.
i have everything i need xept change for the coffee machine later in the night...
anyhow at the moment, im not feeling that motivated or foccussed, but that happened exactly 12 hours ago as i was in my exam, so its not the biggest issue ever and will pass... so im going to ramble.
got a few things whizzing repeatedly round my head at the moment which wont go away so they probably require further thought.... i think that somewhere within that is a challenge to step out in faith with something... i do really want to post about it, but on the other hand i dont in case it doesnt pan out... might give it a go while im away though.... a bit chickeny i know but... im not sure about it at the moment.
the chair im sat on is broken and its really annoying me... im balanced precariously on it and the slightest movement will see me tumbling off into the carpet... i dont like that...
i just want to be doing something fun! - the last two days have actually been a stress for me, but its the kind i know that i can handle- the performance under pressure. the kind i wish i had right now, but im just not feeling the pressure.... its definately NOT a way for me to live my life though... just the end of the semester ;-)
ive decided i want to go away somewhere for my reading week next semester (end of october beginning of november) - am thinking of going camping to scotland. if anyone fancies joining me let me know- cause that *isnt* something ill be doing alone.. alternatively ive never been to the lakes either... but if im going to do it i need to know so i can save up to go...
am tempted to run across the road for some chips for tea in a minute or two as i havent eaten properly all day. had a bag of crisps and a melted mars bar at 4.30pm...
probably a good idea to... specially if im gonna be here all night...
oh yeah! - hehe you wont know cause i havent told a lot of you but i have a house... that was going to be my YAY news.... :S
hehe... oh well...
anyhow... will probably post a more soul searching post later on in the night... the later i post the more honest i am with myself about myself it seems.... dunno if thats a good thing or not.
sara
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