maybe i shouldnt have bothered.....
ive just sat and watch the sky move through several shades of red.
im sure that the sunset would have been absolutely gorgeous if i had been able to see it, as it was i watched the sky change. the red is now fading into purple, and soon the purple will fade into navy, and soon that will fade into black.
i rang my mun on the way home to let her know i was on my way- she was at karate with my sister, but gave me the warning that my dad is in a foul mood so be careful, which i resolved to be. It didn't help at all, so there was stony silence for half an hour after the initial stream of crap at me, and i went to make me some tea, came upstairs and locked the door so i could work in peace.
Anyhow, i then log onto the internet to find a load of notifications for the message board i frequent. someone has been stirring up shit on there, and i think i know who, and so my pulling out of the meeting that was taking place at the start of july is apparently expected as i had no intention of gonig, and as a result ive had a whole torrent of abuse hurled at me from various people. two people jumped in to defend me however, whom i havent really spoken to in a while, which was a big surprise, and im grateful to them, but now i feel really bad, as sebastiaan and Tom, especially, are now taking a load of crap for getting involved (a little unfair seeing as Tom is a moderator in my opinion)
anyhow, i got out two very useful books from the library, and even managed to make the machine work that checks them out without making it beep lots... so the essay should go well...
stupid me left the floppy in the PC though.
i know i saved the first essay to my desktop though and the second i emailed - the problem i have been having is connecting to the uni server- i mailed it to a different account.today and it worked fine, so its not the biggest problem it could be.
still 6000 words plus a 3 hour exam in which i wrote 2400 words approx adds to 8000 byut eh time im done tonight so its not too bad.
my left wrist is proper knackered though. its hurtin a lot and i keep having to stop to click it back in. gonna strap it up in a sec so i can carry on.
k, have sprayed it and strapped it- the support will help - its just something i have to put up with during exam periods.
im quite upset right now. Ive not spoken to anyone all day and then this. i know that come tomorrow ill feel better abotu it but right now that knowledge doesnt help.
im not posting this because i want sympathy or anything. i don't want anythign. im posting so that i dont sit and bubble all night.at the moment if someone was nice to me right now i think id just burst into tears and be inconsolable....
still the essay plan for achaeology is going well.
gonna start the actual writing now- and yes im aware that im behind my schedule but ive been trying to sort out the mess thats happened on JT.
hugs are welcome right now.
im sure that the sunset would have been absolutely gorgeous if i had been able to see it, as it was i watched the sky change. the red is now fading into purple, and soon the purple will fade into navy, and soon that will fade into black.
i rang my mun on the way home to let her know i was on my way- she was at karate with my sister, but gave me the warning that my dad is in a foul mood so be careful, which i resolved to be. It didn't help at all, so there was stony silence for half an hour after the initial stream of crap at me, and i went to make me some tea, came upstairs and locked the door so i could work in peace.
Anyhow, i then log onto the internet to find a load of notifications for the message board i frequent. someone has been stirring up shit on there, and i think i know who, and so my pulling out of the meeting that was taking place at the start of july is apparently expected as i had no intention of gonig, and as a result ive had a whole torrent of abuse hurled at me from various people. two people jumped in to defend me however, whom i havent really spoken to in a while, which was a big surprise, and im grateful to them, but now i feel really bad, as sebastiaan and Tom, especially, are now taking a load of crap for getting involved (a little unfair seeing as Tom is a moderator in my opinion)
anyhow, i got out two very useful books from the library, and even managed to make the machine work that checks them out without making it beep lots... so the essay should go well...
stupid me left the floppy in the PC though.
i know i saved the first essay to my desktop though and the second i emailed - the problem i have been having is connecting to the uni server- i mailed it to a different account.today and it worked fine, so its not the biggest problem it could be.
still 6000 words plus a 3 hour exam in which i wrote 2400 words approx adds to 8000 byut eh time im done tonight so its not too bad.
my left wrist is proper knackered though. its hurtin a lot and i keep having to stop to click it back in. gonna strap it up in a sec so i can carry on.
k, have sprayed it and strapped it- the support will help - its just something i have to put up with during exam periods.
im quite upset right now. Ive not spoken to anyone all day and then this. i know that come tomorrow ill feel better abotu it but right now that knowledge doesnt help.
im not posting this because i want sympathy or anything. i don't want anythign. im posting so that i dont sit and bubble all night.at the moment if someone was nice to me right now i think id just burst into tears and be inconsolable....
still the essay plan for achaeology is going well.
gonna start the actual writing now- and yes im aware that im behind my schedule but ive been trying to sort out the mess thats happened on JT.
hugs are welcome right now.
1 Comments:
lee-
no offence caused (not actually sure i like these comments now as it doesnt specify who you are very well... )
feel free to read along- will drop you an email sometime soon as i havent spoken to you in a while...
to explaining why no links - basically its so it cant be traced back to me - a link from ruths site meant it could if someone thought about it hard enough...
nice to hear from you though!
sara
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