so how about a real post?
reading back the last post it all sounds horribly fake.
so we'll go with a boring update...
house.
today the men came back. i now have a canvas wardrobe in my room... .its bright blue. its weird.i always wanted something like that in my old room - mainly as i had an alcove so it would have been a practical use of space, however now that i have one... im not so sure about them. ill also be getting a huge desk, a chest of drawers and a 3/4 bed... having new furniture will be nice as ive NEVER had all new furniture in a room of mine before... but im not so sure its going to fit very well. my room is a slightly odd shape and unless the bed is not too much wider than a normal single (theres about a foot) im not sure i can fit everything in and still have space. like a nice space. im sure something can be sorted once everything is in the room though and i can see it better. [ addition - we rescued one of the old chairs from the skip pile earlier - i think it should go in the dungeon. great place to go hide in and read by candle light or something equally damaging..]
housemates.
people seem to be settling in nicely, the weird power struggle that seemed to be going on has kind of died down... i cant really describe it but it was slightly weird..
sometimes i forget just how well hendryx can read me at times which is going to make for an interesting year i think but will possibly be a good thing over all.
my space issue is kinda getting to be respected which is nice.. i think im also beginning to differentiate between some things as well... which should prove useful.
job.
work is an interesting one. interview tomorrow. guess ill be able to evaluate more then - if i still have a job.
friends.
theres an interesting quandry. met people in the last week or so. as much as it pains me to say it maybe i cant make two of the claims i have done previously as the grounds on which i have made them seem to have slipped. on the other hand... chris butt seems to have disappeared off the face of the planet... jack is busy with rosie, paul i dont seem to get on too well with at the moment... and just in general i seem to be fighting a lot. not entirely sure why but not to worry- there'll be some reason, the fact that i know not what is a minor detail.
family.
grandparents in spain have been burgled...over a grands worth of stuff missing, like the digital cameral, digital camcorder (both of which held some severely retarded footage of me over there... so in a very twisted ironic way im glad it will never see the shores of the UK)
parents are same as ever...
sister is an interesting one. i can cope with the fact that she's spoilt rotten and gets to do all the things i was never allowed to etc... (not wishing to dound bitter or anythign) but im not so happy that in the thick of things i was never allowed to miss school or anything because of it all, whereas my sister is... and the stuff she's getting is normal everyday stuff now... it sounds like a really petty complaint but its just an observation on my part...
me.
um... not doing too good right now... im looking forwards to going to London next wednesday to 'experience the West End' though... one more thing i can cross off on my to-do list.... only got a couple of things left. - visit canada/newzealand, inspire someone, go camping with people for no real reason/purpose other than it can be done. other than that, abbie is coming up at the end of july,
ive also decided that i need to talk less... its a really bad habit that i seem to have developed around six months ago. either that or change the way i operate from having 3 or four friends whom i talk to a lot to having lots of acquaintances whom i dont really talk to. i know im not the easiest person to get on with and stuff but occasionally i do stop and think about the other persons viewpoint and i seem to end up talking an awful lot. its proably not such a good thing anyways... i dunno there really but nah. it probably is a good thing. i probably need to get more friends anyhow... and i think that going back to virtual(not in a geeky net sense, but almost total kind of way) silence would probably not be the best of plans... will have to think about that one a bit more i think.
music.
not feeling too inspired at the moment i must say. the fact that the album idea seems to have imploded hasnt helped things too much...there cause its the whole backlash of being geared up to do somethign which then falls through. dont feel inspired to write anything. the few times ive actually seriously tried to do anything musical over the last couple of weeks its had a bizzarre effect as well so ...
i think thats it... all the major type things done...
so for those of you who were wondering... hope that gives you something to talk about.
sara
so we'll go with a boring update...
house.
today the men came back. i now have a canvas wardrobe in my room... .its bright blue. its weird.i always wanted something like that in my old room - mainly as i had an alcove so it would have been a practical use of space, however now that i have one... im not so sure about them. ill also be getting a huge desk, a chest of drawers and a 3/4 bed... having new furniture will be nice as ive NEVER had all new furniture in a room of mine before... but im not so sure its going to fit very well. my room is a slightly odd shape and unless the bed is not too much wider than a normal single (theres about a foot) im not sure i can fit everything in and still have space. like a nice space. im sure something can be sorted once everything is in the room though and i can see it better. [ addition - we rescued one of the old chairs from the skip pile earlier - i think it should go in the dungeon. great place to go hide in and read by candle light or something equally damaging..]
housemates.
people seem to be settling in nicely, the weird power struggle that seemed to be going on has kind of died down... i cant really describe it but it was slightly weird..
sometimes i forget just how well hendryx can read me at times which is going to make for an interesting year i think but will possibly be a good thing over all.
my space issue is kinda getting to be respected which is nice.. i think im also beginning to differentiate between some things as well... which should prove useful.
job.
work is an interesting one. interview tomorrow. guess ill be able to evaluate more then - if i still have a job.
friends.
theres an interesting quandry. met people in the last week or so. as much as it pains me to say it maybe i cant make two of the claims i have done previously as the grounds on which i have made them seem to have slipped. on the other hand... chris butt seems to have disappeared off the face of the planet... jack is busy with rosie, paul i dont seem to get on too well with at the moment... and just in general i seem to be fighting a lot. not entirely sure why but not to worry- there'll be some reason, the fact that i know not what is a minor detail.
family.
grandparents in spain have been burgled...over a grands worth of stuff missing, like the digital cameral, digital camcorder (both of which held some severely retarded footage of me over there... so in a very twisted ironic way im glad it will never see the shores of the UK)
parents are same as ever...
sister is an interesting one. i can cope with the fact that she's spoilt rotten and gets to do all the things i was never allowed to etc... (not wishing to dound bitter or anythign) but im not so happy that in the thick of things i was never allowed to miss school or anything because of it all, whereas my sister is... and the stuff she's getting is normal everyday stuff now... it sounds like a really petty complaint but its just an observation on my part...
me.
um... not doing too good right now... im looking forwards to going to London next wednesday to 'experience the West End' though... one more thing i can cross off on my to-do list.... only got a couple of things left. - visit canada/newzealand, inspire someone, go camping with people for no real reason/purpose other than it can be done. other than that, abbie is coming up at the end of july,
ive also decided that i need to talk less... its a really bad habit that i seem to have developed around six months ago. either that or change the way i operate from having 3 or four friends whom i talk to a lot to having lots of acquaintances whom i dont really talk to. i know im not the easiest person to get on with and stuff but occasionally i do stop and think about the other persons viewpoint and i seem to end up talking an awful lot. its proably not such a good thing anyways... i dunno there really but nah. it probably is a good thing. i probably need to get more friends anyhow... and i think that going back to virtual(not in a geeky net sense, but almost total kind of way) silence would probably not be the best of plans... will have to think about that one a bit more i think.
music.
not feeling too inspired at the moment i must say. the fact that the album idea seems to have imploded hasnt helped things too much...there cause its the whole backlash of being geared up to do somethign which then falls through. dont feel inspired to write anything. the few times ive actually seriously tried to do anything musical over the last couple of weeks its had a bizzarre effect as well so ...
i think thats it... all the major type things done...
so for those of you who were wondering... hope that gives you something to talk about.
sara
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