i want ice cream
last night was an interesting one. having been for want of a better description a complete bitch i then topped off the evening after apologising to those concerned with a conversation with abbie, who told me an interesting fact about her intruder from saturday night. anyway after a good hour of complaining at each other- her side was mainly the intruder and wedding jitters... mine was more serious i then proceeded to hang up the phone and burst into tears and ended up crying myself to sleep.... which meant i felt COMPLETELY wrecked this morning, although yesterdays visit to the parents saw me get drugs which have helped the hay fevery things ie. i can speak properly again.
seems i can cook again, made pasta for myself jack and rosie, completely from scratch at lunchtime, cheesy for jack, and bacon and cheesy for me and rosie. then i tagged on into town with them, spent over an hour in forbidden planet, bought me a graphic novel and then called here to check all those emails i dont got and update this... i dont really have anything to update thats positive in anyway today other than the pasta success and the book (which i dont have the money to buy really but i dont care)
this evening i may spend in the same way as the last one, except i may eat ice cream for tea and feel ill afterwards, and if i can find the stuff for it i may start on my yu-gi-oh character my sister wanted after seeing my manga attempt... such is life i guess. alternatively i could go and roll around in a field or something. there was actually going to be a point to this post but i already forgot what it is....
ack.
abbie made me the tempting offer of disappearing to weymouth for a bit... its actually tempting gonna see how much it would cost, although i cant really do it till i go down on the 2nd august with her which may be too late.
it seems my sign is working on my door... possibly too well, but thats better....
oh yeah that what was what i was going to say...
last night i worked out why i always manage to get myself into such stupid situations. i have too much hope in the world in general and actually begin to care occasionally. i dont know why that never disappeared with all the rest of it but it didnt/doesnt and then i hit these stupid points.
being kicked out now.
probably a good thing.
seems i can cook again, made pasta for myself jack and rosie, completely from scratch at lunchtime, cheesy for jack, and bacon and cheesy for me and rosie. then i tagged on into town with them, spent over an hour in forbidden planet, bought me a graphic novel and then called here to check all those emails i dont got and update this... i dont really have anything to update thats positive in anyway today other than the pasta success and the book (which i dont have the money to buy really but i dont care)
this evening i may spend in the same way as the last one, except i may eat ice cream for tea and feel ill afterwards, and if i can find the stuff for it i may start on my yu-gi-oh character my sister wanted after seeing my manga attempt... such is life i guess. alternatively i could go and roll around in a field or something. there was actually going to be a point to this post but i already forgot what it is....
ack.
abbie made me the tempting offer of disappearing to weymouth for a bit... its actually tempting gonna see how much it would cost, although i cant really do it till i go down on the 2nd august with her which may be too late.
it seems my sign is working on my door... possibly too well, but thats better....
oh yeah that what was what i was going to say...
last night i worked out why i always manage to get myself into such stupid situations. i have too much hope in the world in general and actually begin to care occasionally. i dont know why that never disappeared with all the rest of it but it didnt/doesnt and then i hit these stupid points.
being kicked out now.
probably a good thing.
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