philosophosizing

as you may have been able to differentiate from my recent posts, ive been having a bit of an up/down time of it at the moment... which is proving interesting....

looking back though.... following an absolutely horrendous couple of days, ive had one of the best weeks of the last few YEARS.... which while fantastic, may well mean im about to have a huge dive which isnt so good...but it will be copable with i think... i just need to really make the effort not to just lock myself in my room... which is a huge temptation...making new friends has been cool, as was the trip to london yesterday. im kinda hoping that ill be able to look back on this week and say that life doesnt ALWAYS kick you hard in the teeth... even though it seems to sometimes, and i havent had the best of deals so far...
but yeah, the question is where do i go from here.... i dont WANT the anti-climax- i know it will happen, for one cannot delay things indefinately, but still....
ack... im just being a little philosophical.... where some baileys when you need it eh? ;-)

i would like to take this opportunity to thank everyone involved in the last week for making it what it was - im sure you all know who you are... so thank you - a big hug for each of you :)

sara